The situation is terrible: in an argument, after saying mean things to my husband, I hit him on the head with a glass. The glass shattered.

⠀ It's a nightmare, I didn't expect that from myself. On the one hand I was terribly sorry for what I had done, but on the other I was ashamed to admit that I was relieved.

Now we don't talk, and I don't care at all (as unfortunate as it is). I don't know where this is going and what to do next.

I understand that this is an insult to my husband. In our family we do not communicate like that, and I do not know what came over me. I have been married for over 10 years and have a daughter who is 8 years old. I have sex once every six months for five minutes at a time.