I am 26 years old, married for 7 years, have a son who is 4 years old. Married for a lot of love. It was hard and good. There has been a lot in seven years.
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Two months ago I found out there was someone else. Scandals and quarrels. At first I couldn't believe it. Then I realized everything. She's very brazen. When I found out she was sick, I got scared. I've been in a mental hospital twice.
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Wanted to split up, he said he was choosing family. I forgave him. A week later, I found out he was still in touch with her. She started calling, getting hysterical. He ended it supposedly. But now I don't believe him. When I found out the details of their communication I was shocked.
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Turns out she had been married to a 60 year old man for a long time. He drove her crazy and now he's treating her.
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They've been together for six months now. Everything she wrote I was shocked. He brought her home while I was sick and in the hospital. We live with his parents because of financial problems. He introduced her to his son. We went out, the three of us.
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According to her, he promised to marry her, when the question of the possible pregnancy came up, he ran away. He promised to get married, he brought her home, and he was always at her place. There was a lot going on...
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⠨ Now when her husband started writing and calling him, he backfired, saying he chose a family. But I don't believe him. She's inadequate I don't know who to believe.
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The man I married, I no longer know. I don't recognize him. I can't trust him.
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But I don't want to ruin everything. But it's hard for me. We talked, he said he was stupid. I said if you love her I'll let go myself now I'm not holding him. He does not want a divorce. But she does not give peace. She is a sick person. And you can see it with the naked eye.
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I asked him a hundred times to be honest and tell me what happened so I'd believe him. But there's silence in response. ⠀ He says I love you and I need you.
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⠀ I am tired of pulling myself out of this every day. I don't know what to think and what to do. I'm confused. I want to leave, but I can't. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's like I've become sick.
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Constant questions of how I could have been traded for this. For a crazy woman of easy virtue. Every day the thoughts gnaw at me and I dig and dig and dig. It's very hard. It seems that it will be back in time with her. What should I do?