Good evening. I am 20 years old. I wanted to ask for your advice. Yeah, I know I've been a bitch, and I'm hooked. I'm a lot smarter now. But what's done is done and there's no going back.
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The thing is, I met a man much older than me, we just chatted at first, he helped me with my foreign language. Then, like, he fell in love, messed with my mind, young and inexperienced. I fell in love with him, got ready to get married. I believed that I loved him, we communicated so much. Well, you know how these things happen.
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⠀ He insisted on meeting and sleeping together, and then, as he said, being with me. Anything, "I can't do otherwise, let's break up."
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Said, let's at least take off our clothes on video. Show me your body. Blinded by my fear of losing him, I did everything he asked.
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Then a month later, my mind cleared up and I let him know that I was done with all that. I got reproaches, insults and threats, and he said "thank you for the pictures of you naked, where you can see everything, what you are doing. I have a lot of them and in different poses. I'm sending them to all your friends and acquaintances." I don't think he's bluffing...ready to kill myself now for being stupid.
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I made up with him, I said why did you lie to me about not taking pictures? and he: I didn't, I specifically said let's be together. But I'm sure he did.
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And now I'm really scared. How do I put an end to all this? Help me, please! I know that I got into this mess because of my own carelessness and naivety. But what can I do? Thank you in advance.